meow.

when darkness turns to light, it ends tonight. it ends tonight.

Thursday, June 22, 2006

i always make it a point to tell my youngest brother(who happens to be a copycat*meow*) this
"eh. wilbert ah. what jie jie doing is wrong. dont follow ah"
when i'm doing something deem as wrong in people's eyes.

guess its not working.

maybe i should change to
"WILBERT! what i'm doing is WRONG! if you copy, i will whack your ballsbeat you."
oh ya. the simon webbe's video.

damn touching the song la(what kind of english was that...).

i finally found it on youtube.

damn touching the video also is.


note to self: do not use the word damn infront of wilbert. he's using the word like nobody's business and he's only 7 years old. tsk.
i was watching mtv this afternoon after tuition.

for some reason only god knows, they were playing some cheena guy's video.
who calls theirself rain anyway??
you are the rain and i am the son.
ewwwww.
*shivers*

so i was watching the video, willing it to end faster.
and i realised. he dances like a girl.
i can so picture jolin tsai in his place.
then suddenly, when his face came right in front of the camera, i realised.
hey.
he looks like xavier.
the white skin.
and i thought to myself. i wonder how would xavier's reaction be when he sees this.





haha.

After All This Time - Simon Webbe



SIMON WEBBE

After All This Time


After all, the broken stones
That were thrown, for no good reason
Inside, she's loving him still
After all this time
And though her heart bares the scars
No sign of healing, It's All right
She's loving him still, after all this time.

Ohh yeahh

[Chorus:]
Trying to push the past away
Still waiting for the lights to change
Try, try for the sake of their pride, pride
Learning to barely feel the pain
Thicker the skin the less the strain
And though it's really hurting
She aint breaking, breaking, breaking
Coz she's loving him still, after all this time

Now he knows his weakness shows
Selfish soul, never changing
That's fine, because she's loving him still
After all this time

And to the outside eye
You see a family getting by
And it all seems perfect, and that's how she wants it
Coz she's loving him still, after all this time.

[Chorus]

After all this time....
After all, after all, after all this time

Bones have to grow, and age it shows
Though we try and hide it
Inside, she's loving him still
After all this time
And behind his tired eyes, she sees the boy with his arms wide

Who made her feel like an angel
Ohh thats why she's loving him still
For the rest of her life, she's loving him still
For the last of many miles
She's loving him still
After all this time
muahahaha.
actually intended to post that song weeks ago.
but was too engrossed with maple.

that song is like so freaking infectious.
its been stuck in my head the whole day.

just let it load, then fast forward a quarter of the bar.
the first part's just background knowledge.

haha.

as for those losers who go "WHAT?? you play maple?? so childish."
let me clarify.
yes.
maple is lame and childish.
and i am lame and childish.
have a problem?

Maneater - Nelly Furtado





NELLY FURTADO

Maneater

[Verse 1]
Everybody look at me, me
I walk in the door you start screaming
Come on everybody what chu here for?
Move your body around like a nympho
Everybody get your necks to crack around
All you crazy people come on jump around
I want to see you all on your knees, knees
You either want to be with me, or be me!

[Chorus]
Maneater, make you work hard
Make you spend hard
Make you want all, of her love
She's a maneater
make you buy cars
make you cut cords
make you fall, fall in love
She's a Maneater, make you work hard
Make you spend hard
Make you want all, of her love
She's a maneater
make you buy cars
make you cut cords
Wish you never ever met her at all!

[Verse 2]
And when she walks she walks with passion
when she talks, she talks like she can handle it
when she asks for something boy she means it
even if you never ever seen it
everybody get your necks to crack around
all you crazy people come on jump around
you doing anything to keep her by your side
because, she said she love you, love you long time!

[Chorus]
Maneater, make you work hard
Make you spend hard
Make you want all, of her love
She's a maneater
make you buy cars
make you cut cords
make you fall, fall in love
She's a Maneater, make you work hard
Make you spend hard
Make you want all, of her love
She's a maneater
make you buy cars
make you cut cords
Wish you never ever met her at all!

[Chants]

[Chorus]
Maneater, make you work hard
Make you spend hard
Make you want all, of her love
She's a maneater
make you buy cars
make you cut cords
make you fall, fall in love
She's a Maneater, make you work hard
Make you spend hard
Make you want all, of her love
She's a maneater
make you buy cars
make you cut cords
Wish you never ever met her at all!

Never ever met her at all!
you wish you never ever met her at all!
you wish you never ever met her at all!
you wish you never ever met her at all!
you wish you never ever met her at all!

Tuesday, June 20, 2006

i dont know.
what i feel about him.
is real.
or.
not.

it seems.
that.
he doesnt care.

i'm scared.
that if its real,
i wont know what to do.
i have a brother who loves getting on my nerves.
and i thought winston was bad...

Monday, June 19, 2006

i have a sudden craving for spicy food.

arggh.
i had a bad dream this morning.

i dreamt that my mother made me finish all my english holiday homework. and she made the domestic helper sit there to make sure i did my work.
it was bad. i couldn't even rest for one second.
and i felt very very sleepy. each time i put down the pen, the domestic helper would force it back into my hand.
when i couldnt take it, i screamed.
and screamed.
and screamed.
and screamed.
and nobody gave a hoot.

then my mother woke me up.
and the nightmare was so real, that for a few seconds, i was really really mad at my mother.

then i asked myself. was it a dream??
i did something that i really regret now.
oh man.

Saturday, June 17, 2006

wow. i have another irritating brother that wont stop talking. and i thought winston was bad...
i dont ever want to go to church anymore.
especially not megalife.
i dont want to see him.
i cant face God.

Monday, June 12, 2006

jamie cullum's concert is a blardy 58 bucks.
and thats the cheapest.
and its on thursday.
oh well.
sembawang's at white sands is closing down =( thats the only sembawang store i ever buy cds at. i like the people there, plus they dont play cheena music like the other branches do. one time, they were playing ozzy osbourne. the other they were playing red hot chilli peppers. and there were many others. but no cheena songs as far as i can remember.

sigh.

i'd rather they not have the 20% 'moving out' sale. not i have to go all the way to city hall to gramophone again. sigh.

even the three new cds i got were no consolation, even if they were blardy cheep.
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Friday, June 09, 2006

i really want to go to jamie cullum's concert on 15th june =(
i think my mum would let if i pay for the tickets myself. but i bet nobody would want be able to go with me.
sigh.

and.

i've been getting headaches the past few days. dont know why.

oh.

and xavier, eeew. you touched a cockroach. *shivers*
erm. with regards to just now at the english thingy. if you're reading this, i'm not crazy. and no. i dont go around asking everyone if they know [insert name] just because i know someone and my friend blogs about that person.
i dont know him personally but we're from the same church. and he's quite a party animal, arranging several parties with other people recently. so i thought you two were like working together or something.

haha

today's english seminar was like woah. the second speaker really connected. reminds me of freddy boey. lol. couldn't remember when was the last time that i has such a good laugh. i really had a good time.

and their names. the first boring speaker's name was mr [something] batchelor. i was like. !!!!!!! okaaaaay..... what kinda name was that? -_-"
the second speaker, the funny one, his name was mr [something] green. i bet evonnie adores him. she loves green. i do too. but i love all the other colours. green's just at the top of the list.


oh.
the stupid guys in my class are assholes okay.
joanne and jayne.
tsk.
i dont get you.
what do you see in them?
they are !@#$%^&*()
they put a grasshopper on my shirt.
i was freaked out and tormented for the rest of the day.
not funny.
motherfuckers.
grow up.

Thursday, June 08, 2006

was sick on monday and wednesday. diarrhoea and sore eye on monday, and nausea and fever on wednesday.

the school's putting pressure. unspoken pressure. parents too. especially dad. bla bla bla nah nah nah goo goo gah gah baa baa boo.
whatever.

i'm made of solid. you cant compress me. no matter how much pressure you put on me. i'll stil be a solid. and maybe alot of liquid.

bah.
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