i finally went for service yesterday.

everything was fine until everyone started standing on the chair and i was the only one sitting. and i didnt want to stand on the chair. why promise God something that i wont do just because everyone else was doing it. just because they did doesnt mean i should.

so i packed my stuff and left.

no reason for me to stay.

if you ask me, yes, i do love God.

but i'm not ready to let go of alot of things. not yet.

if God needs something minor done, there are tonnes of people out there for his service.

unless he needs my life, then i'd willingly surrender it to him.



that aside,

omg! i'm so crushing on sherman's voice.

he sang some song during service.

at the front part he sang solo, the pianist occasionally coming in here and there.

and i was like.

woaaaah!!!

sherman. that sherman.
this was the first time i heard him sing solo. the other times were just as backup.

i remember four and a half years ago when he announced to the cell that he jouned praise and worship.

sherman: i joined P&W.
larissa & bettina: what?!?!
me: whats P&W??
larissa: praise and worship.
me: WHAT?!?!

awwww.
sherman, momma's so proud of you =P


those were the times.
we, the innocent little primary sixes teasing the boys.
now jason's in city harvest, larissa's in new zealand, victoria and bettina seemed to have disappeared, and a few others who i cant remember anymore.