my dad tries too hard to please me, then when it doesnt work, he flares up.

my mum keeps on screaming at me.

its not as if i dont want to sleep early.
i want to.
but i cant.

yesterday, i wanted to sleep at 2 plus. but i couldnt.
i just lay in bed.
i think it was around four plus that i gave up trying to sleep and listened to my old cds.
slept at around five plus six.
i swear i have a sleeping disorder(i think its called insomnia?)

didnt know kelis was nice. i bought her cd years ago just for one song. milkshake. then when i realised i couldnt rip the cd into my computer, i got pissed and put the cd aside. ccome to think of it, this is the second time i listened to the cd in what? one? two? years.

and the other cd i listened to was robbie william greatest hits.
i'm smitten.
all nineteen tracks were fab.
listened to the whole cd 2 times.
got really emotional at some tracks.
like strong, angels and feel.
the classics.
and the road to mandalay is damn nice.
haha.

i think i'm in love with robbie.
he's old
i dont mind dating him though.
he's hot.
old, but hot.
he's wacky funny playful naughty goofy hot on the outside, shy and emotional on the inside.
and he's got grey eyes.
yum.






































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