i wonder if jonathan's really asking the cell to go watch fireworks tomorrow.

hmmmm.


not looking forward to service tomorrow.
i half want to go, half dont want to go.

i've back slided like fuck, and i think its time to go back.
its not easy i know.
but.
i'll make it a point to pray at least once a day for a minute.
its a start.
better than not praying at all.

i havnt been praying in months.
not even practicing my gift of tongues.

its been stagnant.
and i feel uncomfortable using it now.
but it was like that in the start.

i'll get comfortable praying again.
i'll rekindle the fire again.
right??














i need self-discipline!!!!