happy new year people =)

its the second day. i know. but my mood's destroyed.

my mum said i had to play good host to our visitors.
so i tried to be the social butterfly that i've not been since secondary one. thats three years ago. i really tried. but. i gave up. my parents cell came over. the only children were jasmine and dexter. jasmine's a year older than me. dexter's my youngest brother'a age. so, i was supposed to 'entertain' jasmine. but. grrrr. she just used the computer since my house had four. i wanted to play uno. or at least something enntertaining. but. nobody bothered. mother fuckers. just when i wanted to be sociable, everybody seems anti-social.
i threw my hands up in despair and retreated into my room, blasted fort minor's the rising tied, did my vocab item bank word power homework(i didn't know what else to do. didn't felt like reading mags or cleaning up my messy room) and danced when i felt like it.
guess i'm not the social butterfly that i used to be any more.
i dont know what am i gonna do tomorrow when my mum's students come. the last time they came, i totally didn't socialise with them. my mum said i was 'proud'. like. when i dont feel like socialising, i wont socialise. i cant help it. its my hormones. plus, there were ahlian and ahbeng wannabes among their midst. total turn off.
what could i do?


this stupid stickman is dancing to the whole of fort minor's the rising tied album. irritating.


back to the topic. kay. i'll try to socialise tomorrow. maybe to the point of growing wings on my back to show them i'm a social butterfly. but if i get the same treatment tomorrow as the one that i got today, i'll lock myself in my room and head off to lalaland.

visited my grandma's(paternal) siblings(i think) in the morning. all the way in woodlands. my mum and dad got lost! lost. lol. like we only go there once a year so cant really blame them. plus, we dont always go to woodlands area. so thats understandable =P while we were there, i discovered that my dad's cousin, which makes him my distand uncle, mr peh something, used to be lecturing in temasek poly but got promoted to course manager in ITE clementi seven months ago. its sorta like the second highest rank in ITEs. and my mum's younger brother, which makes him my uncle, mr neo choon jin, is the pe section head in that very same ITE. and my mum's a science HOD in tampines sec. like. lol!
i come from a family of teachers =P
but.
i will never become a teacher(i think. its still to early to say) because if i do become one, i'll get retribution. imagine the hell teachers go through every single weekday. plus the marking of exam papers. and the miserly wages they pay when you first start out. definately retribution. oh. and there were some guys there. if i'm not wrong, there were three. dont know. they stayed upstairs most of the time and went out after they had lunch. they looked to be in their twenties i think. dont know. but from their way of dressing and conversing in hokkien each time they speak, i can tell that they're the more refined side of ahbengs. wow. being related to ahbengs!
i'm speechless.

after that, we headed to aunty anne's house. my mum's long time friend. havn't seen her in like. years! she's still the same, except that she has lesser hair due to kimotheraphy. yes. she had cancer. but is ok now. cancer runs in her family. it will run in mine too. my mum had cancer. i suppose i will get cancer too. its a matter of when.

oh. and God is real. some time after aunty anne recovered from her first cancer, her doctor discovered a lump in her boob. he refered her to a hospital, kk women's and children's hospital i think, and they too said that there was a lump in her boob. that was tuesday. then, she went to church with her brothers and they prayed over her. on friday, she went to tan tock seng hospital and guess what? the lump wasn't there! it disappeared. God is good =) my mum too got healed when she went for a healing service. but she was halfway through her treatment so her hair still fell. though not all.

oh ya. so aunty anne has two dogs. the big one called hairy, the small one fluffy. hairy's ten years old. i'm not sure about fluffy though. yea. my mum's freaked out by dogs. she's freaked out by cats. in fact, she's freaked out by all animals =P i was like. mummy. i want a pet dog. and she went. NO! =P lol. when i get my own house, i'll get a pet dog. or dwarf hamster. or both.

aunty anne's kids, melissa and jonathan are like so old! melissa's third year in university, already have a driving liscense, and jonathan's third year in poly, "failed driving theory exam two times" melissa gleefully announced =P like lol. and aunty anne's ex students who graduated from hai sing catholic(my school when i was sec one) in 1995, were there visiting. we played taboo together. so fun =P i want taboo! can anyone buy me taboo? pleaseohpleaseohpleease???
and. jonathan has a really good taste in music. like. he listens to switchfoot, five for fighting, nirvana, foo fighters, guns and roses and manymany other bands that i cant remember. his computer has millions(or so it seemed) and millions of songs in it. and they all sounded good =)

jonathan reminds me of ainsley. the winner i think for southeast cdc model search 2005. he's from st. pats. and i know him =P haha. ok. maybe we're just aquaintences only but still its the same. i know him =P

i really had fun there. with melissa, jonathan and all the ex hai sians. yup. it was sad when i had to leave cos my mum's cell group was coming after dinner.

oh. while i was at my distand relative's place in the morning, one aunty didn't give me ang pao! dont get me wrong. but she gave red packets to both my brothers but not me! bloody sexist.
grrrr.
either that or i look too old to be receiving red packets.

bark bark.
meow.
woof.