what i said the other post.
about going back to god?

BAHH.

whatever.

havnt even been praying.

and i cant worship god when he's around.


i did the dumbest thing ever. i told him.
screwed everything up.
cos now, he says "its not wise for mi to handle u anymore".

oh well.
i'll just not think of it.

i dont even want to look at that sms.

feelings fade.


and to all who even bothers, i'm fine. no, i didnt cry.

i'll find something to keep myself busy with so i wont think about it.

and hopefully my short term memory loss problem will catch up with me.

toodles.