ha! tuition was cancelled!!!
i never thought this day world happened.
and yes.
i havnt started on my tuition homework - yet.

yesterday,
i did something wrong.
shall not talk about that yet.

and.
i know he doesnt like me.
i know he knows i know he doesnt like me.
and he knows i like him.
still, he didnt have to go over and strike up a conversation with another girl in front of me.
it sounds unreasonable. i know.
but you guys dont understand.
i'm trying to get over him.
at least let me get over him before he does anything right.

if incest wasnt a crime, i would date my brother.

i am having a headache.
heatstroke.
played one hour of netball in the blazing afternoon sun and poof.
there's two distinct colours on my arm now.
thank god i didnt get sunburnt.

oh. and i got my retribution.
last week, i (accidentally) hit kimberly's head while tossing the ball back into the court.
this week, some guy from joy41 threw the ball and it hit MY head.
thank god it wasnt as hard as the one i (accidentally) threw at kimberly.
=P

but.
i still love playing netball.
heh heh.

my left foot hurts like fuck.
constant throbbing when i stand or walk, and it gets numb and pins and needles real easily. even when i'm not pressing on it.

divinia didnt go to school today.
at first, i was like, YAY! nobody to constantly call mr tan and hence hindering my reading/sleeping/stoning.
then, mr tan didnt come to class -_-"
dammit.

oh. mr tan is cool. he lets us listen to our mp3 in class during his lesson.
okay. mr tan is nice. but he's going away after our prelims to further his studies. i mean. like. what for? he's already a thousand times smarter than wong cc. he's like the smartest teacher who taught me. he can calculate complicated equations mentally within seconds. he wrote a two page long cheena poem to motivate the class. ok. maybe i didnt understand a single word. but that's beside the point.
HE IS SMART!
i only dont like it when he tells me to do my work instead of read/sleep/stone whenever divinia calls him to our table(which is like once every few minutes).

arggh. tuition work not done.
not at all.
shit man.
and there's still this headache.
and tuition's tomorrow morning at 11.
uh oh.
mum's nagging.
and i dont want to do any work.
sleep, here i come.

my brother edited the video. but i'm not gonna update it till after saturday.

evangelism video

sherron asked my brother to make a video for area gathering this saturday.
this is what he did.
get your sneak previews =)

i had a dream yesterday afternoon.
i murdered two pets whilw i was at a party.
a mouse and a dog.
the mouse tried to get into a container and i was trying to stop it.
so i tied its tail to my handphone.
but it still did.
bent its head while hanging midway.
then its head dropped off.
forgot how i killed the dog.
i was so upset that i walked to my previous house(it was nearby) at serangoon gardens, thinking i still stayed there.
saw the house in ruins, vines and all.
nobody was there.
then, i saw a car back out from my neighbour's house, and i saw my favourite worship leader.
and he asked me "i thought you were staying in aljunied?"
and i was like "oh ya."
after that i got lost trying to fighur out how to get home.
then my aunt woke me up -_-"

there are some peole, whom i just loathe.
i dont want to look, talk or touch him.
neither do i want him to look, talk or touch me.
bastard.
if you want my respect, you have to respect me.

felt bo liao, so went to blogthings.
lol.
cant use maple anyway.
my love for netball is back.

You Are a Pegasus

You are a perfectionist, with an eye for beauty. You know how to live a good life - and you rarely deviate from your good taste. While you aren't outgoing, you have excellent social skills. People both admire you - and feel very comfortable around you.

What Mythological Creature Are You?

Your Christmas is Most Like: A Charlie Brown Christmas

Each year, you really get into the spirit of Christmas. Which is much more important to you than nifty presents.

What Movie Is Your Christmas Most Like?

i like nifty presents -_-"

Your Dating Purity Score: 77%

You are an under-experienced dater. This doesn't mean you're unexperienced - far from it. It just means that there's a lot of romance left to discover!

Dating Purity Test

You Are 36% Obsessive

You tend to have a few obsessive thoughts, but you generally have them under control. Sometimes your worries keep you up at night, though they usually don't interfere with your life.

How Obsessive Are You?

Your Penis Name Is...

Thrill Drill

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I DONT HAVE A PENIS!!!

You Are Apple Green

You are almost super-humanly upbeat. You have a very positive energy that surrounds you. And while you are happy go lucky, you're also charmingly assertive. You get what you want, even if you have to persuade those against you to see things your way. Reflective and thoughtful, you know yourself well - and you know that you want out of life.

What Color Green Are You?

What Your Underwear Says About You

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The Underwear Oracle

Your Hair Should Be Orange

Expressive, deep, and one of a kind. You pull off "weird" well - hardly anyone notices.

What's Your Funky Inner Hair Color?

You Have Your Sarcastic Moments

While you're not sarcastic at all times, you definitely have a cynical edge. In your opinion, not all people are annoying. Some are dead! And although you do have your genuine moments, you can't help getting your zingers in. Some people might be a little hurt by your sarcasm, but it's more likely they think you're hilarious.

How Sarcastic Are You?

Your Power Color Is Lime Green

At Your Highest: You are adventurous, witty, and a visionary. At Your Lowest: You feel misunderstood, like you don't fit in. In Love: You have a tough exterior, but can be very dedicated. How You're Attractive: Your self-awareness and confidence lights up a room. Your Eternal Question: "What else do I need in my life?"

What's Your Power Color?

What Your Face Says

At first glance, people see you as down to earth and reliable. Overall, your true self is moody and dynamic. With friends, you seem thoughtful and interested in ideas. In love, you seem mysterious and interesting. In stressful situations, you seem cheerful and optimistic.

What Do People Think Of Your Face?

Your Band Name is:

The Above Average Ponys

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You Are 42% Evil

You are evil, but you haven't yet mastered the dark side. Fear not though - you are on your way to world domination.

How Evil Are You?

You Are 28% Happy

You're not miserable, but you could stand to be a lot happier. Focus on what's right in the world, and you'll be happier than you ever thought possible.

How Happy Are You?

What You Really Think Of Your Friends

Jonathan is your soulmate.

You truly love Zann.

You consider Joanne your true friend.

You know that Ethel is always thinking of you.

You'll remember Marcus for the rest of your life.

You secretly think Evonnie is creative, charming, and a bit too dramatic at times.

You secretly think that Winston is colorful, impulsive, and a total risk taker.

You secretly think that Adeline is loyal and trustworthy to you. And that Adeline changes lovers faster than underwear.

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What Do You Think of Your Friends?

some are real crap. guess which ones are =P

Your Aura is Red

You have a high level of emotion. This can mean passion, but it can also mean rage. Usually, you don't take these emotions out on others. You just use them as motivation - and it works! The purpose of your life: embracing all the wonders of the life, lots of travels, and tons of adventures Famous reds include: Madonna, Marilyn Monroe, Jennifer Lopez Careers for you to try: Dancer, Boxer, Surgeon

What Color Is Your Aura?

what?!?! a boxer... -_-"

Your Stripper Song Is

Closer by Nine Inch Nails "You let me violate you, you let me desecrate you You let me penetrate you, you let me complicate you Help me I broke apart my insides, help me I�ve got no Soul to tell" When you dance, it's a little scary - and a lot sexy.

What Song Should You Strip To?

Your Boobies' Names Are...

The Blind Melons

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my melons are non-existant -_-"

You Are Vixen

Sexy and sultry, you're the one all the other reindeer dream about. Why You're Naughty: That fur pulling spat you got into with Dancer over Santa. Why You're Nice: Because even when you're nice, you're still delightfully naughty!

Which of Santa's Reindeer Are You?

Your Lucky Underwear is Yellow

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What Color Is Your Lucky Underwear?

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You Are Jean Grey

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Which of the X-Men Are You?

be gone stupid sorethroat and swollen gums.
damn you wisdom teeth.

check this out.

http://wirepile-avenue.livejournal.com

you can ask for discounts =)

what i said the other post.
about going back to god?

BAHH.

whatever.

havnt even been praying.

and i cant worship god when he's around.


i did the dumbest thing ever. i told him.
screwed everything up.
cos now, he says "its not wise for mi to handle u anymore".

oh well.
i'll just not think of it.

i dont even want to look at that sms.

feelings fade.


and to all who even bothers, i'm fine. no, i didnt cry.

i'll find something to keep myself busy with so i wont think about it.

and hopefully my short term memory loss problem will catch up with me.

toodles.

on the bright side, tuition's cancelled.

everyone's getting the fever. zann, marcus, my brother....

guess what?

its my turn now.

this feeling sucks.

yes.
i got the fever bug too.

i had to breathe through my mouth the whole time because i had a blocked nose.

i feel a sorethroat coming.

headache.

felt cold, the hot.

i'm dyyyyyying.

zann:
-tell him i love him.
-and that post. LOL.

i wonder if jonathan's really asking the cell to go watch fireworks tomorrow.

hmmmm.


not looking forward to service tomorrow.
i half want to go, half dont want to go.

i've back slided like fuck, and i think its time to go back.
its not easy i know.
but.
i'll make it a point to pray at least once a day for a minute.
its a start.
better than not praying at all.

i havnt been praying in months.
not even practicing my gift of tongues.

its been stagnant.
and i feel uncomfortable using it now.
but it was like that in the start.

i'll get comfortable praying again.
i'll rekindle the fire again.
right??














i need self-discipline!!!!

ZANN

GET WELL SOON!

i think i broke my hand.
heh.
ok. maybe thats an exaggeration.

the bone that connects my thumb to my palm hurts like hell.

all because i played netball after bio remedial today.
intercepted the ball that the bloody guys threw.
guys who are from volleyball and softball.

tsk.

netball.

tsk.

dont get it.

why do i have so much interest in it?
and why this year only?
why not when i was a sec one? or two?
tsk.
i dont understand me.
tsk.

trust me to take up a last minute interest in something that i could have done a long time ago.

save my hand.




i'll be mapling for the last time in the next few months.
my mum says i cannot maple anymore till after my o's.
*pouts*


bah.



i wonder how zann is.

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i dont get it.

the governments of the world is trying to stop environmental degradation, but, burning of papers are allowed.
hello?!?!
knock knock?

anyone?

you dont even bother to burn them in enclosed areas.
find a pavement or grass patch and.
burn baby burn.

combustion of papers produces soot and carbon dioxide.
ring a bell my dear geography students??

soot=air pollution
carbon dioxide=increased greenhouse effects.
paper burnt=trees destroyed.

do you know that every minute, 40ha of trees are being deforested every minute?
we need the trees to continue producing oxygen and absorbing the carbon dioxide.

carbon dioxide has an atmospheric lifespan of a hundred twenty years.
120!!!
it'll stay up there roasting the earth for a hundred twenty years.

so.
those stupid people burning papers just dont care huh.

fine.

you're ROASTING the earth.

go ahead.
the government doesnt care.
you dont care.

so then you ask, why should i??

let me tell you.
your fucking ashes are all over my house.
bloody hell.
even my room, that's on the second floor, and has a really small window, has ashes all over.

fuck the seventh month.

why cant you people change to a more environment-friendly religion??

take christianity for instance.
do we go round burning papers?
christians are considerate people.
they dont pollute the environment.

well, maybe except for noise pollution.
but, singing songs are good.
and, laughter is also beneficial to the immune system.
both also helps to destress.

christians dont burn some paper, mix them with water and expect you to consume it.
those things are casinogenic for god's sake.
do you want to get cancer?



i'm so damn pissed.
urggh.

very fun to burn right?
i cant wait to pour kerosene down their asses and set fire to it.