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Rough Landing Holly - Yellowcard

Rough Landing, Holly - Yellowcard

Left the ground
In black and white
And when the plane went down
The colors all around
I know by now
The Margin's slight
And still I can't get out, she's all I think about, can't let her go
It's who you know

[Chorus]

We came down to watch the world walk by
And all she found was trouble in my eyes
From the sky she pulled me down tonight
Let her go
Let her go

She moves fast,
Takes control and like a heart attack I know I can't turn back
And time just passed
Nights moved slow
And she was all I had, I thought I'd never last, can't let her go
It's who you know

[Chorus X2]

She calls out the farther that I fly
I love that sound so give me one more line
And from the sky she pulled me down tonight
Let her go
Let her go
Let her go
Let her go

phew. mid years are finally over.

mum said i could play maple again. as long as i dont quarrel with my brothers over it. and only if i do it in moderation.

been browsing sites.

check this out.
dollies gone wild.




i drew these during service last saturday.















i bought my mum roses for mothers day.


he loves me, he loves me not.

The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.

what do you get when you cross a very bored me and a camera phone?

this.




this is my psycho maniac face.




i only did this for the camera








i'll look like this when i die.




sadako the second.














i was trying to touch my nose with my tongue.


i was bored.
ok. maybe i was very bored...

the difference between slow down and stop.

A guy runs a stop sign and gets caught by a policeman.

Cop says, "License and registration, please."

Guy says, "What for?"

Cop says, "You didn't come to a complete stop at the stop sign."

Guy says, "I slowed down, and no one was coming."

Cop says, "You still didn't come to a complete stop. License and
Registration, please."

Guy says, "What's the difference?"

Cop says, "The difference is, you have to come to a complete Stop.
License and registration, PLEASE!"

Guy says, "If you can show me the difference between slow down
And stop, I'll give you my license and registration."

Cop says, "Exit your vehicle, sir." At this point, the cop takes
Out his nightstick and starts beating the shit out of the guy and
Says, "Do you want me to slow down or stop?

i'm looking for simon webb's video after all this time. the song is really nice. google the song and listen to it. the lyrics are here. if anyone finds the video please pass it to me ok?

and. nickelback's savin' me is really meaningful. especially the video. i love that song.

as for cash machine, i've heard it only two times before i actually posted the video. one while i was searching for another video and it was by the side. the other this morning on the radio. its really irritating at first but you'll get hooked on it after you listen to it a few times.

here's another two links on how to irritate people.
office tricks
irritation

try the second one. its more irritating.



sigh
is it wrong to love someone you shouldn't?

i'm off.

Cash Machine- Hard-Fi

Go to a cash machine
To get a ticket home
Message on the screen
Says don't make plans, you're broke
No, no this can't be right
I know that time is tight
I've only just been paid
Three weeks five days, til I'm seen
Right...
No...
I scratch a living, it ain't easy
You know it's a drag
I'm always paying, never make it
But you can't look back
I wonder if I'll ever get
To where I want to be
Better believe it
I'm working for the cash machine

I try to phone a friend
My credit's in the red
I try to skip the fare
Ticket inspector's there
No no, this can't be right
I live an honest life
It seems like sometimes
You don't cross the line
You don't get
By...
No...

I scratch a living, it ain't easy
You know it's a drag
I'm always paying, never make it
But you can't look back
I wonder if I'll ever get
To where I want to be
Better believe it
Yeah...

What am I gonna do
My girlfriend's test turned blue
We tried to play it safe
That night we could not wait
No no, this can't be right
She said it would be alright
I can't afford to be a daddy
So I leave tonight...
No...

I scratch a living, it ain't easy
You know it's a drag
I'm always paying, never make it
But you can't look back
I wonder if I'll ever get
To where I want to be
Better believe it
I'm working for the cash machine
Cash machine
Cash machine ...

There's a hole in my pocket, my pocket, my pocket
There's a hole in my pocket, my pocket, my pocket
There's a hole in my pocket, my pocket, my pocket
There's a hole in my pocket
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah

Savin' me - Nickelback

Prison gates won't open up for me
On these hands and knees I'm crawlin'
Oh, I reach for you
Well I'm terrified of these four walls
These iron bars can't hold my soul in
All I need is you
Come please I'm callin'
And oh I scream for you
Hurry I'm fallin', I'm fallin'

[Chorus:]
Show me what it's like
To be the last one standing
And teach me wrong from right
And I'll show you what I can be
Say it for me
Say it to me
And I'll leave this life behind me
Say it if it's worth saving me

Heaven's gates won't open up for me
With these broken wings I'm fallin'
And all I see is you
These city walls ain't got no love for me
I'm on the ledge of the eighteenth story
And oh I scream for you
Come please I'm callin'
And all I need from you
Hurry I'm fallin', I'm fallin'

[Chorus]

Hurry I'm fallin'

All I need is you
Come please I'm callin'
And oh, I scream for you
Hurry I'm fallin', I'm fallin'

[Chorus]

Hurry I'm fallin'

i was totally bummed out after today's a math paper 2.

am actually very suprised at myself.

usually when i know i'm gonna do very badly for an exam(e.g. last year's math exams. F9 for that matter), i'll just brush it off, smile and you cant tell at all that i'm having my exams. i'll be chatting, laughing.

when people ask me how did you do for the paper, i'll be like. "of course fail lah! haha." and they'll go. "you not worried meh?" and i'll quote them all those cliche phrases like no point crying over spilt milk, whats done cannot be undone. i simply am not bothered by the fact that i'm gonna fail that paper.

but just now, i felt really bummed. i couldn't evem guarantee if i could get a full question right. and i was counting on this paper to make up for the 42 out of 80 marks i lost for paper one. the situation now is much much worse. out of god knows how much marks the paper is upon, i dont think i can even get 5 marks.

i opened the paper and i was like shit. first question and i didnt know how to do. plus its the basics. my mind blacked out at the last minute. i just forgot how to do basic integration.
for example, integrate -sin[2x+1].dx
i was like. shit. ok. think. when you integrate, you do the outside first, then cover the trigo part and increase power by one then bring it down. what the hell!!! bring it down where? arggh. divide? ok. try divide. then you integrate whats inside the brackets. integrate??? then put where? i dont recall dividing anything by x. its supposed to be a constant. arggh.

i spent the first thirty minutes of the paper stuck on question 1a, b and c. and there was four more pags to go!! needless to say, i wasnt prepared for any of the questions at all. and my pen ink had to do the nicest thing by fading out, coming back for a short while when i continuously band it against the table and going out soon after.

how nice.

i was bummed. realy bummed. even when keith said "charlene why you never gloat at the lit students who cannt go home," i didnt have the mood to give him a rebuttal. gloat? on any other occasion, i'd be more than happy to gloat. but i really felt bummed.

i guess thats the feeling of your hopes being dashed. i sighed. and sighed. and sighed again. but it just wasnt enough. its like i could go on sighing forever and still feel thaat heavy load. i was disappointed with myself. i knew that if i actually botheed to practice and do the assessment that my tutor asked me to to, i would have at least done a little better. but noooooo. stupid lazy me just had to waste the weekend away. and i was shocked appalled at myself for even forgetting basic integration.

how nice. i screwed up a paper that i knew i could actually pass.

FUCK MATHEMATICIANS

i'm balding!
arggh.

my hair is falling everywhere. in the shower, in my room, when i go out, when i sleep..... i find strands of hair all over the place. many strands of hair. bunches of them.
i bet if i picked them all up, i could make them into a wig. i could save one bald guy's scalp from sunburn!

sad thing is, i cant find a bald spot. i only notice my hair getting thinner but my mum thinks that thee's no difference. she just said that my hair is malnourished. "when you have long hair, the nutrients dont go down to the ends......." i thought hair(the pat you can see) is dead? if something's dead, why do you still need to nourish it? tsk.

perhaps she meant preserve. like the old egyptian times where they mummify their pharohs.
firstly, dig out all their organs, then wash the body, then marinate the body in herbs and spices, then wrap it up in toilet paper. the mummy then can be preserved for a really long time. only god knows how long. you get best results when you do it on a dead body.

hmmm.
maybe i need to mummyfy my hair.
after all, its dead. right?

anyay, i need to convince my mum i'm balding. and the only way to do that is to find a bald spot. then she'll take me to yun nam hair cair centre or beijing 101. then after treatment, i can endorse whichever hair care specialist that i went to and have my picture on mrt trains like edmun chen, cassandra see and one other guy.

now how cool is that?

in case the images wont load, here are the links.
UFO, sea ghost

woaaah.
there are others. but i'm only uploading my zodiac sign. if you want to see yours, click here.

i jabbed myself in my gums with a toothbrush while brushing my teeth yesterday. it freaking hurts. one moment i was happily brushing my teeth, the next, i was howling in pain. so much for healthier teeth.

i bet there was internal bleeding yesterday. now there's bound to be a blood clot. internally i mean. urggh. even now it still hurts.

i'm obsessed with anthony kiedis, frontman of red hot chili peppers.


how can anyone resist that smile??

awwwww.

anyway, its mothers day in two days time. dont forget to get me a mother's day gift. i'll a mother-to-be in about fifteen-twenty years time. so i guess no harm in an advance right?

my wishlist:
1. stadium arcadium, RHCP's latest album.
2. let love in, goo goo dolls's latest album.
3. every man for himself, hoobastank's latest album.
4. lights and sounds, yellowcard's latest album.
5. new tops.
6. new shoes.
7. new bags.
to be continued...

thats all i can think of for now.

my 9pm show's starting.
i know its cheena and all. but it has a nice storyline.
plus there are english subtitles.
toodles.

(click on the images for a clearer view)

oh man. =P haha. lol. fine. due to my boredom, i've been blog/site surfing, reading my archives and adding more links.

white ninja comics are not for the faint hearted. its real lame and bloody sadistic.

Ikea Advertisements

ikea really does come up with funny advertisements. in the case where anyone doesnt understand whats going on, leave a tag.














i like this one best. lol.

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oh wait. exams.
two more papers to go.
a math paper 2 on monday and science multiple choice on wednesday. english oral on tuesday.

phew.
i can finally take a breather.
barely scraped through the papers.
oh well. whats done is done. no point crying over spilt milk.



this i how i doodle during math tuition.


when will this be over?

muahahaha...

burn math textbooks burn!


my stress ball.


smile like you mean it.


toodles.

while watching american idol results show just now, i found out elvis's real name. they were showing a tour of graceland that the top 4 took. then i saw elvis's grave. it had "elvis aaron presley" in bold. suprise suprise. haha.

speaking of which,
CHRIS DAUGHTRY GOT ELIMINATED!!!!!
wth. stupid americans. they just assume others would vote for chris as he seems to be everyone's favourite, and so they just dont vote.

sigh.

anyway, the top four sounds great.

the grey haired freak taylor actually sounded great in yesterday's performance. fine. i know i'm against taylor. but, he has a nice voice. i mean. how can grey haired freaks survive in the industry?? think about it. no matter how much people say its just a talent competition, its the whole package that actually sells and appeals to people.

i love elliott. he has a great voice and image-wise, he reminds me of an elf. the ears are kinda pointed no??i think he can be labeled as wonderboy. he's partially deaf in one ear and has alot of problems with his health when he's young. he's overcome most of them now, with the support of his mother. anyone can see that he has a really close relationship with his mum.

katherine. hmmm. she's seductive. sexy. her voice is nice. but i think kelly clarkson is better. she's still in the competition because she's hot with a nice voice, which is hard to come by. thats why the pussycat dolls and the veronicas are getting publicity now.

chris. ah, chris. the one whom many expeted to be crowned american idol. i strongly supported him at the start. but frankly speaking, he didnt get better as the season progressed. like. idol is a competition where you have to be versatile. sing different genres. sing a sexy song like elliott did and hey! you've won the crowd over. chris! WHY DIDNT YOU SING A SEXY SONG?!?!?!

urggh.

i'm off.

Chris Daughtry Eliminated from American Idol -Latoya West, realitytv

Chris Daughtry Eliminated From American Idol

Okay, people. For the first time since I started writing about American Idol, I'm speechless. My rock star Chris Daughtry eliminated?! I have to let it sink in.

In the mean time, here's my little tribute to Chris. Sigh!

All About Chris

Read what Chris was doing before American Idol.

Look back at Chris' time on Idol in his photo gallery.

What's in Chris' future? Here's my prediction.

Take a quiz to find out how much you know about Chris.

Quick Poll: What are your thoughts on Chris' elimination?

Read more »

Latoya West, realitytv

Ace Young Says He Would "Step In Front of A Moving Train" For Chris Daughtry

As far as we know, there have been no contestant romances behind the scenes of American Idol this season. But a beautiful friendship was apparently formed between eliminated Idol Ace Young and judges' favorite Chris Daughtry. Ace even says if Chris had been the one to receive the least amount of votes on Wednesday night, he would have offered to leave instead.

Read more »

this is so sad la.

like one photo of a vandalised chair jonathan took and showed me yesterday.

the whole thing was in chinese. but i'll do a translation.

"the fish said: you wont know when i'm crying because you cant see the tears.
the water replied: i do know when you're crying because i can feel your heart."

then he went on to read the next one out in chinese and was about to translate when he suddenly stopped and said. aiyah. forget it, you all dont know how to appreciate these kind of emo stuff.
so i said. i know. then i translated.

"the stars are here but where are the people?"

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oh mann. i screwed my math and a math paper big time!
for a math, i left 42 marks worth of questions undone. and the paper's upon eighty. all my hopes are pinned on my a math paper 2 now. differentiation and integration please save me. you are my only hope now. !@#$%^&*()
screw mathematicians.
oh and i screwed up my english paper too. didnt complete my summary and narrative.


my correction fluid went crazy. the thingy inside was oozing out.


ah HA! i caught my brother sleeping on the upstairs sofa(he skipped school on that day, saying something about diarrhoea) when i came back from school. now that teaches you not to skip school when your sister isnt doing the same.


and charlene says to spider "hello!" then tries to take pictures of it while it isnt moving. when she's done, she says "bye bye spider. you are of no more use to me. you can die now."


winston and i were trying to see who could take better candid pictures of our youngest brother. i say i won. =P


i still think he's so freaking sexy. yuehan says that scene portrays david bowie.

oh no. i'm infactuated with someone i shouldnt be. and it hurts, knowing that he's so near yet so out of reach ='(

oh. and to people who take a gazillion years or dont even reply my smses, even worse still when you msged me first, !@#$%^&*()
i get really pissed when anyone does that. and i want everyont to know that. i will be pissed to the point where the whole world suffers.
muahahahahhahahaha.

fuck.
thats how i'm feeling right now. like fuck. like how you feel after a bad shag. and you regretted even going into bed. even wores still if you were the one who initiated it.

i'm angry pissed with the whole world. pissed. PISSED! fuck the stupid government matchmaking service that brought my parents together. fuck god for letting my life get so miserable

why is it that everytime you love someone, they just dont seem to love you back even though they say they do? i've tried. i really did. i'm just so exhausted. mentally, emotionally, physically and spiritually. i'm so emotionally drained.

whenever the person you love does something to make you feel really depressed, you can think of a thousand reasons to hate that person. but you tell yourself, its alright, i'm ok, i think God can explain. you sometimes get so down and wonder why you even bothered loving that person. and you give up trying, even though you cant bring yourself to 'un-love' that person. and when that person becomes nice to you again, you forget all about 'i give up' and 'forgive' that person.

and then the whole thing repeats itself again.

note to those who know, dont know or have absolutely no idea who i'm talking about: dont ask.

i dont know why i'm mad with the world. i just want to be left alone, but not left alone. i need to cry. but nowadays, i never seem to get beyond the 5th teardrop.

tomorrow would be my 3rd day of examinations. the mid years are a shock to me. and my prelims are gonna come real soon. but i'm not even prepared. and i dont feel the sense of urgency at all. not until the day before the paper, like now.
what is wrong aith me?

arggh. i just wasted two hours.two hours that should have been spent studying for my geog paper tomorrow. i'm so screwed. its 12 am now. all the best to me.

13 more days to end of mid years.